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[tinyjo]

Semagic's started doing that odd thing to me again where when I open it up a draft of something I've already posted has been loaded. Thinking about it, it's usually something I've posted to a community. Maybe there's something in that.

I'm feeling restless at the minute. I've picked myself a few new icons but I still want a new style and I still don't really have the ideas/energy to create one. I don't even have the ideas/energy for the projects I'm committed to as it is. Still, work has moved into the testing phase of the development cycle again which, in addition to being really boring (necessary, I know, but really boring), will hopefully free up some of my creative urges again.

I'm going through one of my un-helpful phases where I want things to be different, but not enough to actually do something about it. I want to be losing weight again, but I don't seem to be able to actually make sensible choices instead of just indulging myself all the time. I console myself by reminding myself that this too will pass, I just wish I could make it pass quicker.

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[t--m--i.livejournal.com]

Interesting that you posted this exactly four weeks ago.

This too will pass

[white_hart]

I want things to be different, but not enough to actually do something about it. I want to be losing weight again, but I don't seem to be able to actually make sensible choices

It's February. The weather varies between damp, overcast and chilly and bright but freezing, it's dark when the alarm goes off in the morning and even though if you squint you can see the last of the daylight when you finish work it's still dark by the time you get home, and this has all been going on for Too Long. And I think everyone's feeling pretty dreary. It's not a time for new beginnings and it's certainly not a time to start any course of action centred round self-denial.

Give it a couple more weeks and it'll start to seem like spring, and I bet your motivation levels will start to rise with the sap.