All these things that I have done

I know what you mean re: sharper and spikier. I think this is also an effect of writing/speaking my feelings - they come across as stronger or more definite some how than they are in my head. Despite this though, it does feel cathartic to get it down somehow even if its not always (or even often) an entirely accurate representation. Don't worry about me - things here are not going too bad. Now I've finally got rid of the squits they're even looking up :)