I used to have an entire planet. I'm thinking now that it was inside (I first remember going there at the age of 2, and I felt that I was leaving the body and going somewhere else, but as I got older I understood that it was probably a world inside me not outside me.) The doors were closed when I was 15 though (or possibly a bit earlier, I just didn't notice) and I was told by the guardians that I didn't need it anymore.
When I'm inside now, there's just an empty room. I'd be interested in seeing the planet again, just as a tourist even. When I'm in the room, I like to float near the ceiling. I'm usually aware of what's going on with the body, and can communicate with the little one, but if she's out, she's in charge. I'm just a voice in her head. I should ask the little one what the inside is like for her. She might see it differently or she might have keys to rooms I've forgotten about.
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Date: March 25th, 2005 03:36 pm (UTC)From:When I'm inside now, there's just an empty room. I'd be interested in seeing the planet again, just as a tourist even. When I'm in the room, I like to float near the ceiling. I'm usually aware of what's going on with the body, and can communicate with the little one, but if she's out, she's in charge. I'm just a voice in her head. I should ask the little one what the inside is like for her. She might see it differently or she might have keys to rooms I've forgotten about.
That book sounds fascinating. :)