Stopping and starting

So, after a pretty bad weekend (pub lunch on Friday, barbeque on Saturday, barbeque on Sunday), I'm back to being strict on my diet again. Or at least that's the plan. I also have a vague feeling that I should cut down on the drink, partly because it's fattening and reduces my willpower and partly because, well, I had rather a lot of it over the weekend. Perhaps it's just as well that I'm not heading off to Maidenhead for another barbeque this weekend. *Sigh*. It's just such hard work. My current goal is to weigh less than I do now when I leave to go to France at the beginning of August.