Worrying

For some reason when I got into work this morning my computer couldn't access a DHCP server so all my network drives when missing. It was very unnerving - I wondered whether they'd decided that I was using up too much space or something what with the mp3s and the e-books :)

Not very awake this morning because I had a bit of a nasty journey to work - the bus was boiling and the driver and his mate were having a very loud discussion at the bottom of the stairs so I didn't get as much sleep as normal. Then the tube was awful - there had been some sort of delay just before I got there so the train was absolutely full to bursting and the trouble with the Central line is that you just know that the next 2 or 3 will be too so there's no point in waiting. Ah well.

I need to learn a way of expressing my feelings better in writing I think, or at least a way I can accept. I tried to write something about Alex and our relationship but when I try to put it down it looks small and wrong and cliched - a bit like when I try to write poetry - it sounds fine in my head and it works but somehow, on the page it doesn't. I'll have to resign myself to either not writing it or not being satisfied with it. I guess it could be a work in progress. The thing is that I really want to write it - let the world know how good I feel and how lucky I am. Maybe it's better if I don't - Alex might be embarrassed. Still, the desire remains. Watch this space...

Thinks

Hmmm. On the plus side, thanks to the magical internat I have discovered that the shop I intended to go late night shopping to doesn't do late night shopping so now I won't go. On the minus side, they don't do late night shopping, the bastards. Or at least, not late night enough for me. Ahh well. I guess I'll have to heave myself over briefly at the weekend or try and make it to the London branch tomorrow. With a bit of luck, I can finish off all the last vestiges of Xmas shopping tomorrow after my exam if I get through it quickly enough which would be good as with the weekend I've got lined up I doubt I'll have the energy :)

I got another 75% park in the practice exam today which is reassuring but Routing and Remote Access are still my weakest areas. I think a bit of a quiet night of revision is in order. Sigh. I really really hope I get it this time.