End of the world

Am feeling weird right now. Sort of stressed and uncertain and adrift. ( self-indulgent and not very coherent thoughts )

Other than the rising sense of impending doom, it was actually a lovely week, if pretty busy. It was really nice to see coalescent and bibliolicious for dinner and girly night cocktails really hit the spot. I had an amazing cocktail which was made with apple pie syrup which I wish I'd remembered to photo. I had my first go at applying for a dep head job, although I didn't get shortlisted, and went to look around another school today. It looked nice, but was pretty big and seemed very serious - I'll apply but I suspect they're looking for someone with more experience than me.

I think maybe I should focus on trying to get well this week. If I could swallow without pain and didn't sneeze all the time, I might feel better able to cope with other stuff.